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                       Kristin Kiang 江庭
                       Class of 2012
                       Optometrist






                         After all of these years, I was surprised   sentimental, as I remember high school to be a
                     to learn that IBSH continued using the same   very bittersweet period in my life. There was
                     panther design as the school mascot. I barely   immense pressure to perform academically
                     remembered when or why I designed it in     while simultaneously navigating a complex

                     the first place, so I searched through my old   and delicate social landscape as a young adult.
                     high school email, hoping to find something   High school was a period of significant growth
                     that would jog my memory. An email from     and self-discovery, but also of insecurity and

                     "graphic canvas" titled "Meeting recap"     uncertainty. It is not uncommon for many to
                     looked promising. I clicked into it, and as I   completely close this chapter of their lives as
                     read the meeting minutes, the memories began   they graduate and move on to their next phase
                     flooding back.                               in life, never looking back.
                         It was my senior year of high school and    To be completely truthful, a part of me

                     I was a part of a graphic design club called   did feel that way. Yes, there are memories
                     "graphic canvas". We were asked to come up   I look back upon fondly - trips to Hi-Life
                     with a design for a t-shirt sale on field day,   during break, attending concerts and dances,

                     and the design had to be panther-related and   going to Jin-shan after school, and maybe
                     include the color green. After several sketches   even the weekly flag ceremony on Wednesday
                     and iterations, I asked my classmate Sandra to   early mornings. I still smile when I think
                     digitalize the drawing in Photoshop. The final   of the times where we'd slide down on the
                     version, which had a black or white variation   stair handles, or the awkward dance we had

                     of the panther, was then submitted to BDSC.   to perform during field day. But, there are
                     Fast forward nearly ten and a half years, I   difficult and even painful memories as well.
                     learned that the same design is still being used   I remember feeling isolated and struggling to

                     on the school merch, website, and now a large   fit in for many years and the grueling hours of
                     brand-new mural at school.                  studying only to fail a test. I was constantly
                         Seeing all of this brings me so much    battling self-doubt, anxiety, and depression. At
                     joy and pride, yet I cannot help but also feel   times, it seemed more bitter than sweet.






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